Well, that was a lie....

 Sorry for not updating again. To be quite honest I lost A LOT of motivation to doing honestly everything. On top of that miss Rona finally got me last month and I was out of it for like 9 days. I am feeling a lot better now. I am trying to find the motivation to do a lot of stuff that I used to do. I am trying to get my life in order but my God that is difficult. I literally just want to lay in bed and do literally nothing. So, I am trying to make goals for myself everyday (even though I don't follow through with some of them). I really want to try to post weekly on this blog as well as my other blog. Well, I better get going so I will ttyl...hopefully 😅.

New Posts Soon

 I promise I will start posting more especially since it's been like 5 years lol.

My Stream of Conscience from 11th Grade #1

I am a nice person. I am funny and hyper (Sometimes). I am 17. I am the son of ____ and ____. Grandson of _____ and the deceased _____. Also the grandson of ______ and _____. Related to _____, daughter of _____ and ______. I want to go to college. I have a 1998 Toyota Camry SE, black, with sunroof, CD Player, Cassette player. I know I exist for a reason because I know for a fact that you are not for a reason (I don't know?????) I believe that I am here to help my family and friends. Also, for some strange reason, I will have a dream about something then either the next day, week, month, or year it will happen. It freaks me way out. Also, a lot of dogs on my street want to play with me or try to come to my house. My dog gets really mad that so my dog will fight them so I need to restrain him. I help my grandma out at her house like taking out the trash and putting up groceries. Also, I take care of my dog Buster and make sure he stays out of trouble. Like I walk him, clean his water bowl, feed him, clean up the "stuff" in the yard, brush him, take him to the vet when he gets sick, and also clean up his throw up when he gets sick sometimes.

I had to keep this somewhat PG because it was a school journal and the teacher had to grade them. I hope y'all enjoyed it. I will post a lot more frequently.

Another 2 months later...

Okay, okay I am NOW officially back. I will have more posts coming. I just wanted to explain myself, I have been cleaning a lot to get ready for the company which they have come and gone and I have really busy with my 4 youtube channels but I am making more time for this blog.  And to the 200 people who have visited so far thank you!

MH

3 Months later...

I know I know I have said this a thousand time and legit don't have an excuse.  But I am going to start getting better. I started making lists and trying to prioritize my time better. Lately I have been really busy. I have launched another YouTube channel and have almost a 1,000 view on it. It's a reaction channel where I react to music, t.v., and movies.  Also, I have been applying/looking for jobs which takes up a lot of my time as well.  Just today had a phone interview. I hope everything goes well and I can get the job. It's been a productive couple of days. I have cleaning my disaster of a room and get all cleaned up.  I also have started working out again and it was some kind of brutal but I am taking the necessary steps to get my life back on track.

GUESS WHAT?!

I just quit my job. It's a long story but here it goes.  Back earlier this month my work put people on Furlough (aka laying people off) because there wasn't a lot of work.  They said to come back May 1st and I was on that list.  We went from 56 hours a week to 32 and I have been working 56 hours a week for THREE FREAKING YEARS and still a freaking temp.  So I have had actual time to decompress and to relax and everyone has told me that I am so much nicer and pleasant since my lay off.  Well they just called me a hour ago telling me to come in this Monday telling to come back in to regular hours (6am to 3:30pm) and I just said I have 4 interviews (I don't but have been applying a lot this past week) and I won't be returning.  Luckily i have some money saved up to float until I can get something and I am crazy nervous but excited about this.

P.S. I'm getting my shit together to start updating again.

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