This weather

On Sunday it's supposed to 79 degrees.  And that is three days away from Christmas.  All I want is snow on Christmas day.  And weather please stick to a season. I'm tired of you switching from spring to winter.  It's weather like this that gets me sick.

Weird Habits

I was reading on a forum about weird habits and I noticed a few that I have. There not insane habits they are just a little bit off I guess.

 If I grow to like a video game/tv show/movie, I have to know everything there is about it
i check the doors before i leave the house twice to make sure they are shut or locked
I always hit the lock on car twice when I get out of car.
Sometimes I "dance" in my car

i listen to songs on repeat until i am sick of them.

I lip sync in the car and at the gym.

I understand

http://whollyhealingexperience.com/2013/12/11/taking-stand/

If anyone has the time I would suggest reading this blog it's somewhat interesting.  It's one of my new favorite blogs.  I think its a great post but there are some things to clear up.  First of all I do agree is there a lot "sexy" ads everywhere but she fails to recognize that the market is starting to change a bit more like with the dove commercials. they have gotten significantly better.  To say that comment that the older man said does sound mean but remember this man is in fact old and that's how some of them think.   But what this person said about integrity I think is on point. More people ( both men and women) should have more integrity and whore themselves out.  But a fashion show is a fashion there has to be a some type of sexy in it especially when it's Victoria Secret.  It can my empowering for some women because it takes guts to go up there (and the you know the men love it; including me).    In conclusion I think we need to dial back the sexiness a little bit but not eradicate it. There has to be some type of sexiness and mystery to women and whether that means that comes from within and by what they wear is up to them.

I am going to do to a true stream of consciousness

I learned this in high school.  So basically I just write whatever pops into my head.  So it might look odd and cut off but it makes me feel self aware.  I would usually do this for 5 to 10 minutes.

Well I haven't done this since high school but I remember this being somewhat fun.  But I need to try not to stop when I make a grammatical error and fix it when I'm done.  I always get analytical about those things.  Wow I have been making a lot of errors.  I don't know if I should have bought Kelly Rowland's song motivation. It's kind of blah to me now. however it was only 69 cents. why the hell did William Orbit mess up Britney vocals on Alien like on home part.  It sounds so weird and off. I mostly love Britney Spears new album but something feels off about it.  Wow it already been 5 minutes.  why does my foot hurt. there is ALWAYS something wrong with me when I try to workout of the day the actual workout.  It's very a-freaking-nnoying. I wanna dance till my body ache.  I actually really like this song and I thought I was gonna hate it.  Of course I forgot to mention that the class would always listen to music while doing these but it was always classical music.  what else can I talk about.  Oh yeah I NEED to make some new friends and to have a girlfriend. I have decided by the end of next year I will have a girlfriend by then.  Britney's brightest morning star is kind of annoying. I think I got a email because my damn phone keeps blinking or that someone sent me a friend sent me a game request.  I actually like Britney's and Jamie Lynn's chillin with you. it a chill song.  That my friends is the end.

I am gonna try and do this like twice a week.