Tuesday, September 5, 2017

My Stream of Conscience from 11th Grade #1

I am a nice person. I am funny and hyper (Sometimes). I am 17. I am the son of ____ and ____. Grandson of _____ and the deceased _____. Also the grandson of ______ and _____. Related to _____, daughter of _____ and ______. I want to go to college. I have a 1998 Toyota Camry SE, black, with sunroof, CD Player, Cassette player. I know I exist for a reason because I know for a fact that you are not for a reason (I don't know?????) I believe that I am here to help my family and friends. Also, for some strange reason, I will have a dream about something then either the next day, week, month, or year it will happen. It freaks me way out. Also, a lot of dogs on my street want to play with me or try to come to my house. My dog gets really mad that so my dog will fight them so I need to restrain him. I help my grandma out at her house like taking out the trash and putting up groceries. Also, I take care of my dog Buster and make sure he stays out of trouble. Like I walk him, clean his water bowl, feed him, clean up the "stuff" in the yard, brush him, take him to the vet when he gets sick, and also clean up his throw up when he gets sick sometimes.

I had to keep this somewhat PG because it was a school journal and the teacher had to grade them. I hope y'all enjoyed it. I will post a lot more frequently.

Another 2 months later...

Okay, okay I am NOW officially back. I will have more posts coming. I just wanted to explain myself, I have been cleaning a lot to get ready for the company which they have come and gone and I have really busy with my 4 youtube channels but I am making more time for this blog.  And to the 200 people who have visited so far thank you!


Wednesday, June 28, 2017

3 Months later...

I know I know I have said this a thousand time and legit don't have an excuse.  But I am going to start getting better. I started making lists and trying to prioritize my time better. Lately I have been really busy. I have launched another YouTube channel and have almost a 1,000 view on it. It's a reaction channel where I react to music, t.v., and movies.  Also, I have been applying/looking for jobs which takes up a lot of my time as well.  Just today had a phone interview. I hope everything goes well and I can get the job. It's been a productive couple of days. I have cleaning my disaster of a room and get all cleaned up.  I also have started working out again and it was some kind of brutal but I am taking the necessary steps to get my life back on track.

Saturday, April 29, 2017


I just quit my job. It's a long story but here it goes.  Back earlier this month my work put people on Furlough (aka laying people off) because there wasn't a lot of work.  They said to come back May 1st and I was on that list.  We went from 56 hours a week to 32 and I have been working 56 hours a week for THREE FREAKING YEARS and still a freaking temp.  So I have had actual time to decompress and to relax and everyone has told me that I am so much nicer and pleasant since my lay off.  Well they just called me a hour ago telling me to come in this Monday telling to come back in to regular hours (6am to 3:30pm) and I just said I have 4 interviews (I don't but have been applying a lot this past week) and I won't be returning.  Luckily i have some money saved up to float until I can get something and I am crazy nervous but excited about this.

P.S. I'm getting my shit together to start updating again.

Thursday, February 11, 2016

SOC according to my Dragon Speech Software

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Saturday, October 3, 2015

What else is new?

Been having an insane year. I need some serious downtime soon. I have been making lists and accomplishing all of them, starting gaining traction on tumblr with 95 followers and growing, starting to form a gaming YouTube video channel, trying to get permission from the games I want to play (got permission from Nintendo), got 2 friends to help with channel commentary, working on 2 short stories/books, and working all of these crazy hours at work (48 to 56 hours a week). My creativity has been on point for the past few weeks.  I will be posting some new stuff soon.

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Some Inspirational Stuff for work.

There are countless books and articles that have been written about success and many of them tell the reader about the key ingredients that are necessary to experience some level or measure of success. What often happens is that these sources are read and then no change occurs so the pursuit of new answers or strategies continues. What contributes to the problem is that everyone has a different definition of success and it is not a constant state that is achieved and then remains fixed.
In order for self-help information to work it has to be internalized. This requires taking abstract statements and turning them into concrete plans. Even affirmations become ineffective when they are stated without any sense of connection or meaning. But there is another alternative and it involves making daily statements that can develop a mindset leading to success based upon whatever qualities or elements you've established are necessary to experience a sense of accomplishment.
I Know No Limits
As an educator I've learned that most students are capable of doing anything that they decide they can or will do, and any limitations experienced are self-imposed as a result of doubt and negativity. When you decide that there are limitless opportunities to learn and grow you are more likely to try something new or different. You may also surprise yourself when you discover that you are still capable of doing even more. It also means that you are unmoved by comments from anyone that would try to deter or distract you. The goal is to build momentum and continually evolve.
I am Not Controlled by Fear
Fear is a matter of perception and it is either based upon past experiences or anticipated future results that are real or imagined. If you experience symptoms of fear don't try to dismiss it and instead, acknowledge and work with it. A helpful mindset is learning to consider that fear is simply an early warning system alerting you to possible mental roadblocks and the best strategy is to use it as a personal self-check. For example, if you have a planned presentation or speech and you feel a sense of fear, use it to help you prepare so that you are at ease in front of the audience. When you release feelings of fear you become more in control of your thoughts, emotions, and attitude.
I Make No Excuses
One of the ways in which your ability to find success can be hindered is by spending time worrying about others and their acceptance of your decisions or disposition. Many people believe that approval of some kind is necessary before they can pursue their dreams. But what you want to do with your life or your career should only matter to you. How others feel about your path to success cannot be controlled. What I have found is that people who really know you may not always agree with your definition of success or the choices you make to achieve it; however, they will likely understand it is your decision.
I Accept Full Responsibility
This involves changing your perception about the locus of control in your life. Many people develop a sense of learned helplessness over time when they state that they are unable to experience success because the right conditions are not in place. It typically begins with: If I had a better... and concludes with words such as job, career, or any other number of factors. When you decide that you are responsible for every aspect of your life and the outcomes that are both positive and negative, this is how you are able to make lasting changes and peace with the past so that you are able to move forward.
I Take Inspired Action
One of the most effective methods of taking action that leads to success is to act not because you need to or have to, but because you want to. It is not done out of obligation but instead it is done with your best interests in mind. Sometimes inspired action will be strategically planned and at other times it can be simply spontaneous. Of course this does not apply to every situation -- especially when the action involves required work responsibilities; however, this is about taking steps on the path to personal success.
I Live with Purpose
When you live with purpose you have established meaningful goals and you are inspired to dream about the future. It also establishes priorities in your life so that you are pursuing what matters or what is most important to you personally and professionally. This is one of the keys to successful self-development because you are not allowing time to pass by and your days to become filled with activities that distract you from what you want to accomplish. A sense of purpose will lead to a feeling of accomplishment and general well-being along the way.
I Create My Own Success
Initially this statement can feel very liberating, if you are ready to take full responsibility, or it can be intimidating if your locus of control is externally based. What this means is you act now instead of waiting in anticipation of what if may happen. A success mindset means that you are developing habits that support your goals and progress. It is a continuous or ongoing state of mind that can change as your definition of success changes. But it requires developing a belief in your capacity to learn and ability to change.
These seven statements are designed to produce a realistic path that will lead you to success in whatever manner you want to define it. If you need additional affirmations don't simply repeat feel-good statements. Instead, list your strengths because that's what you will build upon over time. These statements can be internalized if they are believed and it is likely you can develop this state of mind because you're reading this article and searching for something to connect with. What will make these statements stronger is the added emotion of self-determination. Believe in yourself and what you are capable of and you can make your dreams a reality. Success is possible for anyone and it only waits for you to develop the right mindset.
Source: Ezinearticles
Dr. Bruce Johnson has had a life-long love of learning and throughout his entire career he has been involved in many forms of adult education through his work as an educator, trainer, career coach, and mentor. Dr. Johnson has completed a Master in Business Administration (MBA) and a PhD in Education, with a specialization in Postsecondary and Adult Education. Presently Dr. Johnson works as an online college professor, faculty developmental workshop facilitator, faculty mentor, faculty peer reviewer, and professional writer. His first eBook, Appreciative Andragogy: Taking the Distance Out of Distance Learning, is available for sale now in paperback, and also available for Kindle, Nook, and Kobo devices. Learn more by visiting http://www.affordablequalitywriting.com.