Something I read on FB

LIKE if you were lucky enough to enjoy some great tasting food for the holidays!

I know we did, having 2 particularly epic meals. And - for the record - we didn't try to "health them up" either.

I figure I'll probably end eat over 1,500x in the next year. So why obsess - or feel guilty - for enjoying 2 awesome me...als?

Especially when the meals were thoughtfully prepared and shared w/friends and family.

I think "eating clean" - generally a good thing - can be taken too far. A wise man once said: all virtues can become vices.

Back to the food; my favorite meals of the holidays:

Lobster & crab dipped in butter, veggies, mushroom risotto, and some awesome chocolates & treats.

Honey ham, turkey, stuffing, veggies, potatoes, gravy, & christmas pudding w/ice cream on top.

Your favorites?

So close yet so far

I am almost done with school and I can't be more excited. I passed all of my classes with a B and two Cs.  One one with the Cs were super hard and one of them I was in a group.  The classes were Strategic Business Management were you had your own fake business and you trying to present a business plan for expanding to a investor or to a banker.  The other one was an ethics class were it talked about abortion, racism, and animal rights.  Both classes are senior level classes.  The class I got a B in was Accounting 2. I actually did quite well in that class and surprised myself because me and math don't usually get a long.

Now I have a 104 day break from classes.  My class starts in March and it's my last class ever (at least for now. Who knows if I want to get another degree in something else ha ha.)  I just need to figure out what I want to and where I want to go.  I already have a few place I definitely want to go but I need money to that and I'm working cruddy hours right now and may not have a job after the new year (I will talking about this later).  Anyways I will now be posting more within this break I have.

Brutal Workout

Today at the gym my trainer made me do 3 sets of 30 25 20 reps on doing all chest exercises ( except for one it was 20 15 10 because it was super heavy for me). I did free motion cross between a chest fly and chest presses, then did regular chest presses (the hard one), then I did regular chest flys He also increased the weights each set (except the super hard one). After that he put a 40 pound body bag thing on me and made me do lunges(sp) around the track and every third of the way we stopped and I have to do 3 wall sits with the 40 pound thing on me. So I did 3 sets of wall sits and lunged 1/12 of a mile and I CAN"T stand lunges period. Before all of this I did 24 minutes of cardio so I was freaking done when I finished working with my trainer. I am already starting to feel the soreness to kick in.

Shade Pt.2

Sometimes I feel so isolated because I try and try to be friendly but I hardly ever get invited to anything. I don't know if it's because I live 20 minutes away and they don't want me to be driving back so late from a party or they just don't just think to invite because I do live somewhat out of the way or they just don't like me so they are two faced towards me. I mostly think the latter because I tend to always assume the worse. As of now it super rare that anyone even talks to me on Facebook when I send a message or comment on someone's status (Which I rarely do). I don't even know what the hell to do. It's like should I make new friends and completely drop these current ones or should I try to make one final effort. I know I will get through this but I just needed to vent (hince the reason of the blog haha). I am going to try to write more because I feel loads better just typing this.

MH

Shade Pt. 1

Here is the deal I have notcied a lot of shady shit espcially towards me and I for one am not going take it anymore so watch your back because I can be the king of detecting shade. I will elaborate tomorrow. BTW I just starting to feel better. That is why I haven't been posting.

Being sick sucks

Sorry i haven't been posting that much but I am going to get better about posting at least once a week. I have been sick but still going to class and work just trying to power through this. I am just glad I'm feeling betterish now. I stand being around sick people because I know that I will eventually catch it. Some tip I have learned is to use you arms to open doors, cough/sneeze into your arm(like elbow area), take vitamin C tablet or something that has it (like a orange), and always have hand sanitizer(?) on you.

Workouts

I managed to 35,000 calories last month and starting to see alot more defintion(but still have a long way to go). I started using the Just dance games for my cardio then doing 45 minutes or cardio or more at the gym then I started using my weights more. I even made up my own circut training workout yesterday. It's a little basic but i'm going to work on it more. It did get a little derailed last week because I was doing stepups with my trainer and apparently I had too much power and the the thing slid and I fell 3 feet on the right side of my ass. My trainer asked if I was okay and I was like give me a minute. I still continued my workout because I only had 15 minutes but that fucking hurt.
I might start posting what workouts I do everyday(along with other stuff). That way I can actually remember what I did and that maybe it will inspire someone to start working out.

Snakes

Just saw a snake in my backyard then called animal control and then the snake disappeared into the thickett right by my house right when the police came. Next time im just gonna use a garden hoe. And from now on my dog will be going in the front yard. FML.
PS one of the cops went to my HS and probably thinks I am a total wuss for not killing it. I'm kind of glad it disappeared because it was kind of tiny but like 3 feet long. I can't stand snakes at all.

People and their status updates on Facebook

Some people need to leave an air of mystery with their status updates. I dont need to know your fucking life story. I have come across a lot with my fucking crazy friends and family. One person in particular is CERTIFIED hot mess. She has to talk about everything that is going and it's mostly negative and quite fucking annoying. I will expand on this later. Right now I have work on paper. I just needed to vent some.

So Freaking Sore

My legs are so fucking sore from Friday. I did 50 burbees, 50 over head squats at 30 pounds, at 30 pounds, and 50 lunges on each leg at 30 pounds. He made me do those at increments of 5. then he made me do 50 chest presses at 90 pounds, 50 shoulder presses while standing at 30 pounds, and 50 reverse bicep curls at 30 pounds also while standing. I did 24 miuntes of cardio Saturday and I was really hurting that day so I stopped and didn't go yesterday. I did go today for 50 minutes and burned 1050 calories.

BTW I can't fucking stop eating and its starting to work my nerve. I guess it's stress from school.

Just had a weird dream

I just had a dream that involved me and some friends talking about mentoring on kids about the being closer to God. We then decided to go to this seminar and had this really fat guy singing that was amazing. We headed back to this house that we were staying at talking about for mentee's and the fact I didn't care for mine and didn't know where they were. As we talking I started thinking about ways to connect with our mentees and I decided we should make our own soup and called it killing the soup to which everyone laughed at and said that was stupid to say. Then the next thing I know I am digging in the ground at night trying to find something and I found one of my dead dogs and it sppeared to be like half werewolf and half zombie. The weird thing was instead of zombie green and being decayed looking it was a mix golden(he was a golden retrevier) and purple had all of it's hair and stuff. But he still listened to me and then the girl that plays Emily from Pretty Little Liars said to to get in the truck and the guy that plays Allison's dad on Teen Wolf who was a werewolf hunter. So I got it the truck and we were trying to drive away and then we ran into some vampires which made my dog get all protective of us. Luckily Allsion's dad had these sun like headlights and killed a bunch of them. The next thing I remember I was at my house ording a pizza and talking to my werezombie dog that if did anything stupid I would smack him senseless and he understood. He decided to sit right beside me on the couch and in walks in two of my friends Gary and Sia (Names are made up) came in and Gary was like half vampire and Sia and I were trying to tell him you need to get cure because you cant even watch tv because the screen is to bright and then Gary tried to bite but apparently I ate something garlic earlier and breathed in his face and Gary immedatily backed off and My dog started growling. Apparently someone ordered pizza and the delivery guy was a vampire and my werezombie dog wanted to attack him but I got the pizza and threw the money at him and sut the door. then the sun started to come up and the next thing I know is I'm seeing the last Part of I Am Legend where he gives a shot to his dog and it dies because it was turing into a vampire dog and then he finds a cure and all of vampires ended up finding him and he tells the woman take the cure and go. After she left he blew up the enitre place with him still inside and it follows the woman with the cure to a human commune and the movie as well as my dream ended. Then I woke up.



So what the freaking hell does that even mean? I guess I have been watching to much Teen Wolf/Pretty Little Liars and hearing too much about vampires shows. With the God part and I Am Legend idk where that even came from because I haven't watched that movie in years and I only was it once. Well I feel like God is always close to me. I guess my miss my old dogs as well. Still i really weird dream.

Crazy day at work today.

Went to lunch earlier and when I go back to work there was 3-5 cops around and apparently a few minutes earlier there was two suspects on the ground (IDK why) with cops having assault rifles on them (According to what one my co workers said). Just a normal day at the office.

Still can't believe that happened.

Exams

Exams, finals, and papers are so fucking annoying. It's driving freaking insane but I am trying my best and that is all that counts. It just so draining whenever my classes decide to have stuff due the same freaking week. Thank god I have music to help me get trhough this and it ends tonight. I had 2 papers, 2 finals, and a powerpoint presentation and I had a 10 days to get all of this done. i got everything done except for this 1500 paper. Oh freaking joy.

Some More Poetry

Car


My car I so much depend on

It gets to where I need to go

In its silver sleekness.

My car is clean as the day I bought it

On the open road I go

Trying out poetry

Music


Oh so sweet music

You like chameleon

You take on different forms

You can people cry or dance

Without you I am nothing

With you I am everything

With that heavy production

You throw my mind into another world

To get away from stress and pressure

beginnerish at best. Hope it will get better.

Lent

Today starts lent and I decided to give up Facebook, twitter, and pizza. I decided to give these up because one it's very hard for me and second it allows me to focus on my school work. With giving up pizza I usually lose a lot of weight.

Welcome

This blog will be just about whats on my mind a lot and posting dreams that I have or bitching about people. This is mainly for me to vent about whatever and if I have some readers then that's cool too.