This weather

On Sunday it's supposed to 79 degrees.  And that is three days away from Christmas.  All I want is snow on Christmas day.  And weather please stick to a season. I'm tired of you switching from spring to winter.  It's weather like this that gets me sick.

Weird Habits

I was reading on a forum about weird habits and I noticed a few that I have. There not insane habits they are just a little bit off I guess.

 If I grow to like a video game/tv show/movie, I have to know everything there is about it
i check the doors before i leave the house twice to make sure they are shut or locked
I always hit the lock on car twice when I get out of car.
Sometimes I "dance" in my car

i listen to songs on repeat until i am sick of them.

I lip sync in the car and at the gym.

I understand

http://whollyhealingexperience.com/2013/12/11/taking-stand/

If anyone has the time I would suggest reading this blog it's somewhat interesting.  It's one of my new favorite blogs.  I think its a great post but there are some things to clear up.  First of all I do agree is there a lot "sexy" ads everywhere but she fails to recognize that the market is starting to change a bit more like with the dove commercials. they have gotten significantly better.  To say that comment that the older man said does sound mean but remember this man is in fact old and that's how some of them think.   But what this person said about integrity I think is on point. More people ( both men and women) should have more integrity and whore themselves out.  But a fashion show is a fashion there has to be a some type of sexy in it especially when it's Victoria Secret.  It can my empowering for some women because it takes guts to go up there (and the you know the men love it; including me).    In conclusion I think we need to dial back the sexiness a little bit but not eradicate it. There has to be some type of sexiness and mystery to women and whether that means that comes from within and by what they wear is up to them.

I am going to do to a true stream of consciousness

I learned this in high school.  So basically I just write whatever pops into my head.  So it might look odd and cut off but it makes me feel self aware.  I would usually do this for 5 to 10 minutes.

Well I haven't done this since high school but I remember this being somewhat fun.  But I need to try not to stop when I make a grammatical error and fix it when I'm done.  I always get analytical about those things.  Wow I have been making a lot of errors.  I don't know if I should have bought Kelly Rowland's song motivation. It's kind of blah to me now. however it was only 69 cents. why the hell did William Orbit mess up Britney vocals on Alien like on home part.  It sounds so weird and off. I mostly love Britney Spears new album but something feels off about it.  Wow it already been 5 minutes.  why does my foot hurt. there is ALWAYS something wrong with me when I try to workout of the day the actual workout.  It's very a-freaking-nnoying. I wanna dance till my body ache.  I actually really like this song and I thought I was gonna hate it.  Of course I forgot to mention that the class would always listen to music while doing these but it was always classical music.  what else can I talk about.  Oh yeah I NEED to make some new friends and to have a girlfriend. I have decided by the end of next year I will have a girlfriend by then.  Britney's brightest morning star is kind of annoying. I think I got a email because my damn phone keeps blinking or that someone sent me a friend sent me a game request.  I actually like Britney's and Jamie Lynn's chillin with you. it a chill song.  That my friends is the end.

I am gonna try and do this like twice a week.

My Music Tastes

Keeps on evolving as I get older. Its nice to hear to hear the the music I used to listen to years ago and see what kind of music I listen to now. Much of it is the same but I guess I have broaden my horzion. Years ago you couldn't force to listen to rap and now I find that some rap is very enjoyable a long with some country. With that said I still LOVE my pop but starting to switch gears towards rock and alternative songs.  But can't handle the death metal quite yet and I have been introduced to some new genres such as dubstep and trapt which is awesome.  But sometimes the best songs are remixes. It's like the song gets a breathe of fresh air of a song that you hear all the time on the radio and put a twist on it.  But with remixes back in the day I LOVED the club edits but now I tend to like the radio edits more.  Then I am starting to like electro music as well and some new bands that are rock/pop/electro/dance bands. I love music and its a huge part of my life and has gotten through some tough times. I am glad that music is everywhere and that its very versitle.

Well I said this 1000 times..

I am so sorry for not posting a whole lot or at all for the past few months. I have been insanely busy the past few months looking for work.  You pretty much have a full time job looking for a job.  However the reason I am posting is because of I just heard my room mate making with a girl (who is fucking annoying btw) and she has a boyfriend.  I swear it's so fucking uncomfortable. I don't think I can take much more. I honestly thinking about moving the hell out.  And I am writing this right beside them and they have no earthly clue.

Lets Recap shall we

First of all

I have been super busy with school.  But the good news is I am done with College and I graduate SATURDAY.  I am so freaking excited.  So expect a lot of updates and new music reviews by Monday.

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This was two weeks ago.  I am so glad to be done with school.


Guess who got sick as hell, had jury duty, then foot started hurting for like 3 days?  This guy. Aren't I so lucky?

This was the past two weeks.  I still have a pesky cough that wont go away at all.  Also I got a whole 32 dollars from jury duty.  On the plus side my foot only hurts a tiny bit from time to time but other than that it's fine. I meant to post these of this site but I put on my other site which is http://www.musicalheaven.blogspot.com

MH

Unmotivated

I have no idea why but I am so unmotivated to anything.  I feel like i have lost my drive. Plus I am again getting over a cold that won't leave me the hell alone.  I haven't worked out at all this week and I put off all of my school work.  Then I am very tired all the time.  To top it all off I just feel blah.  I need to get my drive back because this is my last class and I really need to do well.  I need to workout more because I am starting to again weight and that's never good plus I need to be in somewhat good shape because I am going to NYC on Saturday (of next week).  I am so excited for that.  Well I need to study and stuff so I will try to write more later.

Just Really

I am so sick of some people and them fishing for assurance of what they are doing is good when it's CLEAR it's not.  These are responsible for they have done and it's like please get a life.  Please grow the hell up and stop being immature.  This person was fine a a few days ago.  This person had a sigificant other and now they want to move to California, sell their stuff, and is now single.  But this person also has a dog and sometimes you just have to take care of animals first and stop being such a selfish and degenerate person.  Sorry I had to vent about this and this person will probably chage their mind in like 24 hrs to 2 weeks tops.

Been sick

Sorry for not posting I have been really sick for the past few days but I have just started feeling better this morning.  I will try to start posting stuff later today or tomorrow.

100 Day Fitness Challenge/ Among Other Things

Starting this past Monday I have started doing a 100 day fitness challenge.  I decided to do at least one hour per day.  Even though it has been tough at first I'm starting to get into the swing of things.  For the first time in a really longs time I feel like I have my workout drive back.  I always went but I didn't go everyday like I am now because I didn't feel like.  But since I have this challenge I am getting competitive.


Other business that has been going on is that I talked in church and did the call to worship, prayer of confession, and the assurance of faith.  I breezed through the first one no problem.  However on the second one to flubbed up on the prayer of confession because there is a hymn in between them and some how I over looked it.  That was SO embarrassing, my god I could feel my face getting red but on the upside it's a church that don't go to unless it's for PCM (Which is on Thursdays).  Also I wasn't the only one to screw up but since I over analyze everything I feel like I did the worse but people said I did a good job so I guess I did good haha.

Following that I went to a British Tea Party a few hours later.  I was now expecting to British part. I waked in was like alrighty then.  But it was a lot of fun.  However when I tried to talked British it went country towards the end.  I actually learned the Waltz so that was fun.  We watched an Indian dance because one of the roommates was doing it for a concert and her other two friends were also doing it.  They did really really good.  After that we did the Macrarena and then the Cha Cha Slide.  Then we did a Ninja Fight which was super cool even I got out every single time but I got after each round.  I was a super fun night.  Well I have to get going I have a lot to do today.  I am going to write more soon.
M

Vacations

I really love vacations.  I recently went to the mountains to go to a youth group conference and there was over a 1000 people there.  It was a lot of fun except for one thing.  The music was freaking annoying.  I knew none of the song except for like 2 or 3 of them.  What was worse it was gospel.  No offence to anyone that listen to gospel but it just not my cup of tea.  However, we had very good keynotes and pastor there and I love how they added comedy in there because most services were very to the point I feel you something funny in there because I think it can help you remember stuff better.  At least in my opinion.  Also I was the honorary taxi driver because no one else would step up to the plate.  I didn't really mind it though' it was actually fun.  One day we decided to go hiking and I felt to tired, had a backpack walking in the cold because it was like 38 degrees that morning and the "steps" were like 2 feet tall.  I swear I sounded like a smoker going up.  Though the view at the top was worth it.  The way down was somewhat easier until I slipped and fell on my butt because the wood had frost on it but it had dirt on it and I didn't it.  My friend who was in front practically yelled "ARE YOU ALRIGHT".  Of course I was fine, I just popped right back up and said I am fine then kept on walking down.  But let me tell you the pain didn't set in until later.   Hell I am still a little sore from it haha.  The meals were good but everyone had to clean up at certain times and this one guy decided to help out on cooking but dips out on the cleaning and is so stupid.  It's like you were given a job so you need to suck it up and deal with it.  Then he "slept in" so he wouldn't have to take out the trash on the final day (which is LAME).  But all in all it was a really good trip. I got to get to know people better and I had a lot of fun.  The best part was I didn't have to pay for gas.  Our temp youth minister paid for my gas and that's awesome.

Well I am getting tired so good night.
M.

Sorry Again

For not posting I just got back from vacation Saturday and I had no wireless signal and i be posting all about it later on today. I hope everyone had a great christmas and the great new year. I know I did.
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